I was asked why August 4 doesn’t have a category. He likely will.

I see him as my future but we still got some shit to work out.

Right now I want to talk about endurance.

I was pleasantly surprised last night. It’s not simple to surprise me. He did though.

I also met him with a different energy but last night was not all on me. There’s been a shift, perhaps a greater comfort. I’m good with it. Real good. There’s still something he isn’t sharing but that is not relevant to our interactions now so I will rock with it.

I expected to feel guilty this morning yet I don’t really. I will have to investigate that off line in a different forum. I am not at all shocked I didn’t but it is still worth exploring.

Speaking of exploring ….the kid started an argument/debate with me today. In the never disappointing behaviors of men, he doesn’t realize he’s talking himself out of pussy. The wolf almost did last night too but he had the presence of mind for the save. I mean he was fast on his feet with that one. I smile now as I think of it. That plus his newly located stamina makes for an interesting scenario.

I have a conference in January. Tempest says it will change my life. I’m open to it. I am still on the what is the next move hump. I hope to have that clear before the conference and that the conference will be the battery in my back.

I’m excited at the possibilities though. That is nice to type.

Aphrodite Brown