I commute today. I don’t mind the commute most days, I do mind California drivers, but what am I going to do about that?

The commute is only about a half hour which is exceptional for this part of the state. The views are amazing.

The other temp position I had was in the next town over, less than 10 miles of a commute but I did not have access to a vehicle. There were days the COST of going those few miles was equal to 1/2 a days pay. I shit you not.

Had anyone – and yes I mean him – stopped to have a conversation with me about budgets etc, it would be easy to understand the gaps. I wasn’t thrilled when that temp assignment was over, but I was very thrilled I wasn’t working to pay for the commute.

I was also bored as fuck, but that is another blog post.

This position is not in the next town but the difference is I have access to a vehicle and I am hybrid. I only have to go in 2 days a week. It’s also a bit boring at times, but its paying the rent while I pursue the position I really want.

I haven’t given up on that dream, or my certification. It’s just deferred until my budget balances out. The shift effective yesterday will help with that.

He was in my dreams last night. No real memory except I know he was there, and that I cannot recall the details is not a bad thing. To me it means I expelled him from my subconscious like I did elsewhere and I appreciate that.

In 30 days I have to see the yt woman in court, and that will be stressful enough. They are going to pressure me to rescind my request and I have no intentions of doing that without assurances.

It’s still Libra season. I have a trip to the beach planned in October. MOTHERFUCKING October

Shit ain’t perfect here but it’s kinda close.