I’ve had a lot of categories in the past 12 years. Yes Vizionz is 12, launched in November 2010. As I clicked on the categories for this post I sighed a little as I checked, A Single Tale.

Its cold here today, like legit cold not California cold. It’s only 39 currently and the good thing about that is the natives are all indoors.

I am examining the current relationships and figuring out where to pivot next.

I have one whole day to create my pitch for SELF.

I haven’t begun to shop for XMas.

12 hour days ahead mean not a lot of time for other things but the budgets will thank me.

The kids are here and I like it. I can when these moments happen be very isolated and a cat biting your ass and saying feed me shakes things up a bit.

I did not go to court last week. The lawyer said that Lord Voldemort had emergency surgery. When I got the news a lot of things ran through my head and not all of them good. When I say good though, what you are thinking and what I was thinking are likely not the same.

My love turned 22 yesterday, and I didn’t video him. I cannot say that is a lost relationship, but I can say that the man he is now is not as dependent on me. That is a good thing as I have not yet figured out immortality, and a sad thing that I suppose most parents experience.

I didn’t cry though, instead I celebrated his situation. It began from evil but its morphed into something that is good.

My lease is up next month, I’ve been here almost a year.

Most of that year I’ve been on my own, in a sense. I’ve never been fully alone – thank you little one – but yeah, the majority of this year was spent not with the person or doing the things I thought life would be like when I arrived so in love and so optimistic.

I am still optimistic, and love…well…I love me.

I feel like I want to do some sort of end of year ritual but I haven’t quite figured that out yet.