“ Nicole, a convicted criminal”

Check the carfax.

One of the things about me, that people for whatever reason tend to over look? I live in transparency. Living in transparency won’t always win you friends, it won’t always display you in the most stellar fashion. It does however let you know exactly who you are choosing to fuck with, so caveat emptor.

The thing about Vizionz? It is a living document in the sense that it is open and updated frequently. I don’t go back and repaint the canvas. Maybe I should, so that I “look” better, but that behavior would not help me BE better so I do not. I cannot grow as a human being if I revise who I was in any given moment.

I have good and bad days. I have victories and losses. I have warts and red lipstick.

I’ve debated for 12+ years now if this is an overshare. In some ways it might be, yet that is also a part of being me.

In this moment in time. I find myself on defense, reminded that no good deed goes unpunished. I mean…ok. What matters the most – TO ME – is am I behaving in a manner that is appropriate for my station in life? I don’t have to live to the standard of another or comply with their concepts.

I’ve never declared that the content here is anything other than my vizion. With that vizion comes a certain ‘bias’ as it was referred, and that is allowed. Some may not like it, but their dislike doesn’t make it inappropriate. If you become a part of my life, in any significant manner, you know Vizionz exists. It’s all cute when Nicole is happy and tells the world how amazing you are. That’s cool. When you turn out to not be as amazing as Nicole THOUGHT you were, *now* its problematic.

Vizionz is a living documentation and consent can [and should] be an ongoing thing. I’d not be who I am if I said at at at you cannot withdraw consent! Can you? Absolutely. Does that change things here? Not necessarily. There are things I don’t need consent to type, that is the reality some will have to accept. They can pout, beat their chest, stomp, consult lawyers etc etc etc. That does not erase the reality that you walked into the room knowing the camera was on so to speak and until you got caught acting a fool you were ok with it. #shrug

I debated on if I would share this, and obviously the decision was made in the affirmative.

I’ve been in this moment before you see, when someone says I will tell the world about you! Ummmm….what will you say I have not already? Seriously?

I will tell the world you are angry I broke up with you! ****NICOLE**** already said that.

You knew I was…..yes, yes I did, and from day motherfucking one, that was also disclosed.

Or even better: it would be right, proper, and acceptable for me to rent a billboard on a main thoroughfare stating….

I mean….if that is what you wanna do? Who am I to stop a fully functioning adult from making their own decisions? Before you do though…check the carfax

I’ve demonstrated I will protect myself, even from those who once said they loved me. That won’t change.

Vizionz might be active but somethings are static.

Jul 28, 2008 – Offense –

Offense Date

Jul 28, 2008

Charges Filed Date

Aug 6, 2008

Charge Category

Criminal

Offense Description

Harassment – Comm. Repeatedly In Another Manner

National Crime Information Center (NCIC) Code

2709

Case Type

Court Case

Case Number

15-4-03CR-0000277-08

Court Name

Chester County

Disposition

Dismissal

Disposition Date

Sep 16, 2008

****Since you are up, not sleeping, thinking about me to the point you’ve tried writing two posts, and a new about me, and fixing broken links thought I would edit this. Your PDF is bogus, and I can prove it is bogus. I hope it was worth it. My attorney will be in touch.