The first two author copies arrived today. DAMN I like the sound of that. I can already see what shifting the publishing software did and I do think I am going to redo the first Vizionz.

Perhaps not right away though. The interior is just fine and it’s a reminder to myself that I can always improve.

ALWAYS.

I made margaritas for the first time today and my company approved. I so enjoy being able to make another smile.

Since my reveal mid last post I’ve been zooming through Western Vizionz. What is comical though is with all the pages now on save? I am still in September 2019. It doesn’t seem like a bad thing but I haven’t even gotten to Philly vs Everybody. 2020 is also gonna be a motherfucker as the year of COVID and the summer of unrest but I think 2021 will allow me to make up some ground. In theory? I would like to wrap this up and have it ready for SELF but in reality? Telling the story correctly is more valuable than telling it quickly.

I also have the time. While I know where I am ending Western Vizionz the follow up Clearer Vizionz is still without an ending. I do know that after Clearer I plan to do streets for at least 3 of the titles. It will allow me to group larger blocks of time for substantial submissions.

As it sits in my head there are 6 books in the series, and while that could change, I like the concept I have at the moment. I was up writing until 3am last night so I am very likely to crash out early. I still have to write the companion booklet for workshop 2 but I don’t have to do that tonight.

Tonight I can enjoy the pot roast, the leftover margarita, the weather and all that I’ve gotten done.

Intellectually I also know why I feel ‘manic’ in this moment but I can’t change that so instead I am going to ride with it and get some shit done.

I also got a small win at work, well in reality it is a BIG win, but I am labeling it small as the bigger fight is ahead of me. I can’t let the ease with which I handed this allow me to get cocky, that could cost me. No they aren’t ready but no need in giving them any advantage. You’ve been here before and if they’d seen what the end result would be, then you would not be here. Steady, slow and without the conflict of last time. It’s also practice for that other thing, another moment where I cannot make a mistake. I got this though, and even if I did not the Universe got me so I cannot lose.