AWALT (“All Women Are Like That”). All women, in this argument, divide men into two types: alpha males they want to fuck, and beta males they use for financial and emotional support in exchange for sex.

At the core of it all, this makes sense. Once again…infuriating but that ‘L’ I just have to wear and be done with it.

For the moment we are going to ignore the fact there is no such thing as an Alpha/Beta enough of them think it to be true, it’s reality requires no argument or defense. Explaining to them that it does not exist or why it does not exist pulls away from the focus, its all about the pussy.

I’ve watched in the lifestyle time and again, the arrival of the submissive woman, ready to play her role and do that which she must to get the ‘prize’ and then revert to her natural state when #achievementunlocked. It’s fascinating to watch, and not just the process but the number of those who fall for it. Time and again those men who would claim the title of Alpha subjugate themselves. On the one hand, most people don’t want to be alone, and men especially aren’t equipped for it. The way masculinity was taught to them doesn’t give the space for many close friendships and connections outside their intimate partner. Some are fortunate and they get a brother [“real” or adopted] but few of them can point to a connection which equals the participants. They are close because of a shared trauma, because one was a mentor etc etc

While I side eye the woman, I suppose on a level she is just playing the cards offered her.

It’s never really sat well with me, as I am the real deal, but I know they exist I’ve seen them.

I can even admit to a level of envy, that their façade awarded them what my authenticity did not. I remain who I am though, and should the price for that be the absence of the Prince…I am good with it. Even more so now at this stage of my existence. There is nothing I find to be attractive to altering myself to be palatable to someone else, not when the Universe has provided me with those for which that is not a requirement.

When I look at sites like Reddit to examine the Red Pill more and more…..the Beta leaps out and refuses to be reinserted in the confining box.

How terribly sad it must be to know that you’ve done all that you were told is the correct way to be a MAN, and find yourself without the appropriate reward? How pathetic that the ultimate prize, the very definition of the ‘woman’ is ……

It’s why people like me happen. When one cannot be the Alpha they are ‘supposed’ to be it can be roleplayed for a while until the boy is told to put the toys away and get back to work. What work? steppin ‘n fetchin

When I look back at the origin story how spot on is that? The clarity is almost blinding in its shine. The behaviors textbook in execution.

How Shakespearian.

How ‘Nicole’ that I can wish to fix the broken who doesn’t realize they are?

I’m 60% finished with the first round of the certification #2. One person was out of my reach, but the rest of the world is not. Instead of 3 billion me, how about 3 billion healed by me? I think a similar result can emerge. Kewl.