I haven’t done a birthday post in the last 5 years. I checked. How fucking cool is it that I can see the last 13 years of my life in black and white? I don’t know if I will do a post tomorrow but I know I am not working the 9-5 tomorrow so who knows.

I am not looking past tomorrow, 51 is something I never imagined. I certainly didn’t imagine I’d be living it in California. In my own home. Had I thought about 51 it would have been different, but it was beyond what my brain was willing to imagine. Now it is hours away.

The changes I’ve made in the apartment I like, and there is more to come. I’ve managed to keep the Bonzai alive, even if I have to admit it might be on its last legs. I got an invitation to speak in June of next year and that’s affirming. I have about 10 days to decide if I am going to submit for the Vegas gig. I listened to the producer say out loud that which I already knew and it was confirmation I am on the correct path.

I found something I was looking for and it will allow me to do that one last thing.

I am excited for November, it holds a lot of promise. I actually don’t miss Iron Man but I know why that is and it makes me smile. There are those who would say I wouldn’t smile again, but they are wrong and they have their own issues.

Yes Halloween is right around the corner but that day is going to always be there, I cannot change it.

The last year has had its ups and downs but there are more ups. I got a lot done. I closed chapters and moves along.

I became a CEO.

I didn’t allow the circumstances to stop me from moving forward and hitting my goals.

If I can keep this momentum up? By January I will have a new addition and won’t that be something?

This weekend some gets to see the pink boots for the first time.

I also have 51 new ‘firsts’ to get done this year, starting this weekend.