Where is it and do I turn on that lane drift button on the car?

There is a difference in Nicole from May 1 and June 1. There is a difference from June 1 to 10/11.

I feel physically exhausted at the moment. I feel mentally on tilt at the moment.

I am relearning some things, which is consistent in a sense.

June 1 I felt old, broken, deficient. I wondered about so many things and those concerns were both faulty and valid. I did not understand what my new ‘normal’ would be or what I wanted to be. I still don’t if I am keeping it real.

What I do know is yesterday in a moment of vulnerability well a few hours of vulnerability I have a better concept of moving forward. I also am reminded no sleep overs lol. Time to hit the road