Nothing but blue skies….

Mid month heat check and its mid. I will take that over the alternative. I got to thinking about the crash out and wondering if when I look back at this time period if I will see parallels.

Who knows?

Before I hit the road again I wanted to type out a couple thoughts and hold them so I can recall this moment in time. Serotonin and shoulder pain and deadlines and settlements and websites oh my.

I think Matt’s fall off should be studied. I wonder if I fall off who will study mine. Of course the aim is not NOT fall off but who the fuck knows. “we” elected a convicted as felon, there are no more rules right?

The twist in the hips and the strut I saw reminded me of something and helped me settle into my new status. I joke she is me with a college degree and a filter. That strut confirmed it and now we are out here strutting together.

Thank you to those who’ve tapped in, checked in and looked this way.

I’ve spent the few times I’ve been outside looking for other Black women and saying 4 words and getting solace in the affirmation beamed back to me.

Therapy today and the reminder that I’ve been prepped for this moment, I am capable in this moment and even though shit is gonna get ugly I execute well in moments like this.

I am actually working on a video…yeah I might be back. There is something cunty I could also add here but I won’t just know I am thinking it.