I think this is the first entry for December if so what a year right? I don’t recall leap years being this exciting but the last 2 have presented big shifts in my life.

Right now I am doing that which I love, with those who I love and I cannot think of a better gift. While the delivery is imperfect, the results are amazing. So much has been happening the last 2-3 weeks I don’t even know where I would start to make it make sense but 2 doors are closing a 3rd is opening and ahead of me is…..everything.

I took a ride by the new digits and was mildly impressed. I still want to move this out to after the first, if for no other reason I need to pack but if not I still got this. I am going to miss some things about the old place but my stay there is winding down. I did that which I was supposed to do there. I put to rest questions. I found fortitude and courage that I lacked. I demonstrated behavior I want others to mimic and as I leave it is on the best of terms not the worst. I can’t ask for much more yet there is more.

The upgrade is real and I look forward to how this presents.

Sure I am nervous, after all this is me we are discussing and I am usually nervous but if the time from May 2022 until now has shown me anything is that I got this. It might not always be pretty but it is always done.

I am looking forward to vacation in February and wrapping up the current legal issues. I smile a bit at all of the voices over the years who said I should go to law school. I still won’t but these times remind me that like the other things and moments in my life, should I have taken that route I would have been amazing.

You know what else is amazing?

the silence as Depeche Mode would say

I truly hope that chapter is closed fully. I am prepared if it is not though.

Even though I have off until 2025 there is still a shit ton of ‘work’ to do, so I will get to it. In the meantime

happy holidays n’shit