I have many drafts sitting waiting for me to publish. Every so often I will go in and do a mass publish of the drafts but right now I am still sitting on those gems.

I had a rejection of sorts last week and it fucked with my head a little. It’s been a while since I’ve heard a no and that particular no, from the entity it came from gave me the bother. Why? I lowered myself to make that extension and the fact they had the audacity to curve me hit the ego. I am better than them, yet I put myself in the position to be judged by them. I am worth more than them, yet I allowed myself to be juded by them. Of course I can take the high ground now and remind myself I really am that bitch, but I also have to step back and examine why I took that shot in the first place.

I have 3 unpacked boxes of things I have no idea where to place in the household. My microphone is collecting dust and my new set up hasn’t been utilized yet.

This weekend I connected with some old companions and it allowed to me realize how lonely most of us as humans are in general. There is someone that I miss at the moment but I can’t say that I am lonely. I have all the windows open today, its gonna be about 80 and sunny and a reminder that spring is back. I didn’t need the reminder because the truck is covered in tree jizz the reminder is here though regardless.

I am not super inspired to do much beyond doubling up with my people and ignoring all the rest. I think I am truly just having an issue with the NWO and how to navigate through it. I will, because that is what I do, but that doesn’t erase the effort it takes.

Let’s Blur the line