Quattro Dias
49 is coming. In the past decade I’ve made a pretty big deal about my birthday, mostly because it’s the last moment of ‘joy’ before the anniversary of the incident. This year? Not so much.…
Revisiting The Curve 2021
When I wrote this [ https://www.vizionzfromthebottom.com/2013/12/12/trouble-with-the-curve/ ] back in 2013 it caused a back and forth with the DC troll. The fake pimp semi obsessed with me and my inability to let his fuck shit…
Crossroads
SAD – Seasonal Affected Disorder is a thing. I pretended like it wasn’t until the time arrived that I could not. Then I did little to impact it. I’d gone 30 odd years ignoring it,…
We Hold These Truths
We all hold truths close to the vest. Sometimes so close we do not even see them ourselves. It’s sobering to realize you’ve been lying to yourself. When you are me, it puts you in…
Deja Vu
I woke this morning still smiling from yesterday, but also reminded of similarities. I haven’t spoken to the Daddy person about it yet, because time difference. Fuck time difference right now. Before I sat to…